I haven't written in a while because I wonder sometimes if anyone will read this, or care. I know that my fellow students are having their first days this week, and remembering what it was like to be a virgin. I feel like I've been working, been in school, for ages. I feel like it is my home and my entire life, and that I have nothing else on top of that.
But I also feel like I have no life, and I want you to know not to let it consume you. I know that it's really hard to have something else in your life when you have lessons to write and places to be every hour, every period, every minute. But I'm not really that busy every second, (except for on Fridays with my 5 in a row) and the rest of the time I wish I knew people who did have lives so that when I finished my work in the evenings I would have someone to talk to, or even do stuff with.
Susan is coming to visit me on Tuesday, and I am glad I already have some stuff planned.
Wish me luck with back-to-school night, I am going to NOT tell the parents I am 23, and I AM going to teach them some of the Torah their darlings learned in the first week of school. I want them on board, and while I don't know a lot about their kids yet, I do know that I want them to know that I can do this and that I care.
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